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I just want to see Jesus

“Soon after this I had another dream. I seemed to be sitting in abject despair, with my face in my hands, reflecting like this: If Jesus were upon earth, I would go to Him, throw myself at His feet, and tell Him all my sufferings. He would not turn away from me, He would have mercy upon me, and I should love and serve Him always. Just then the door opened, and a person of beautiful form and countenance entered. He looked upon me pityingly and said: “Do you wish to see Jesus? He is here and you can see Him if you desire to do so. Take everything you possess and follow me.”

“I heard this with unspeakable joy, and gladly gathered up all my little possessions, every treasured trinket, and followed my guide. He led me to a steep and apparently frail stairway. As I commenced to ascend the steps, he cautioned me to keep my eyes fixed upward, lest I should grow dizzy and fall. Many others who were climbing up the steep ascent fell before gaining the top.

“Finally we reached the last step and stood before the door. Here my guide directed me to leave all the things that I had brought with me. I cheerfully laid them down; he then opened the door and bade me enter. In a moment I stood before Jesus. There was no mistaking that beautiful countenance. Such a radiant expression of benevolence and majesty could belong to no other. As His gaze rested upon me, I knew at once that He was acquainted with every circumstance of my life and all my inner thoughts and feelings.

“I tried to shield myself from His gaze, feeling unable to endure His searching eyes, but He drew near with a smile, and, laying His hand upon my head, said: “Fear not.” The sound of His sweet voice thrilled my heart with a happiness it had never before experienced. I was too joyful to utter a word, but, overcome with ineffable happiness, sank prostrate at His feet. While I was lying helpless there, scenes of beauty and glory passed before me, and I seemed to have reached the safety and peace of heaven. At length my strength returned, and I arose. The loving eyes of Jesus were still upon me, and His smile filled my soul with gladness. His presence filled me with holy reverence and an inexpressible love.

“My guide now opened the door, and we both passed out. He bade me take up again all the things I had left without. This done, he handed me a green cord coiled up closely. This he directed me to place next my heart, and when I wished to see Jesus, take from my bosom and stretch it to the utmost. He cautioned me not to let it remain coiled for any length of time, lest it should become knotted and difficult to straighten. I placed the cord near my heart and joyfully descended the narrow stairs, praising the Lord and joyfully telling all whom I met where they could find Jesus. This dream gave me hope. The green cord represented faith to my mind, and the beauty and simplicity of trusting in God began to dawn upon my benighted soul.”

Ellen White, Early Writings, p.80-81.

Re.search.

And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart. Jer 29:13

As I finished off my first semester in grad school, got assigned to an advisor and lab group, I have now officially entered this great realm of academia called research. Though humble grad students have humble quotidian routines, I still think the idea is quite grand. The search of knowledge, the deepening of understanding, still holds its aerial fancies in the mind of a beginner, and I hope they’ll never go away.

It was a solemn thought to realize that I have started something that basically wouldn’t finish until 4.5 years from now. The more I think of it, the more I vow to myself, these years better count! They have to matter. My work better makes a difference.

An engineer by training, I have always struggled with the question: what does it mean to be a godly engineer? It’s been in the back of my head since undergraduate years. What difference does the fact that I’m an Adventist make in my profession? Of course in science there’s the obvious controversy between creation and evolution, and a Christian of course believes and fights for the existence of an Intelligent Design: God. But is that it? Is that the only thing going on? As an undergrad, I felt that even the creation vs. evolution controversy did not really matter in engineering. After all, whether you believe in God or not, people seem to agree that 1+1=2 or that mass and energy are conserved or that specific differential equations only have certain solutions.

Some purport that the field of science and engineering are more systematic and classified, thus its devotees would find it easier to compartmentalize between their private, spiritual life and their professional or scientific pursuit[1]. Whereas in the humanities, some who would claim that they are intellectuals cannot separate their academic life from the private life, say for example, in approaching the Bible. Yet for a follower of God, there is no excuse to leave God when you go to class/work. It does not matter whether your field is ‘codified’ or not. There has to be a difference between a God-led scientist and a non-God-led scientist. Now what would that difference be?

One particular afternoon, listening to Francis Arnold presenting her work in directed evolution, applied to biological systems, a question popped in my mind. What would it be like if God was the one directing this research? What difference would it make if before anyone did anything in the lab/office,  he/she would ask God first? What would it be like to conduct a research with God as your Advisor?

It must make a difference. Just imagine what kind of cutting edge results you would get; results that come from direct instructions from the Maker of the universe, the One who created science. Instead of conducting a randomized process of finding one molecule or one protein that would accurately target tumor cells, maybe God would actually reveal to you which one it is from your myriad samples. Perhaps research would finally deliver the answer instead of mere outstretched promises to cure cancer. How efficient would it be too, time wise? Perhaps by now we would already have found many solutions to our problems. Perhaps we wouldn’t end up with this massive energy crisis and environmental issues if godly engineers earlier in the century would account that we are stewards of the earth. If all these had been done, those researchers and engineers would have been way ahead of their time.

By the way, to digress a little, I believe that these cutting edge researches should be done in our institutions. Adventist universities and colleges should be the host of God-led researches and leading the world to true education and search of knowledge. If the world will not fund God’s research (doh!), then we do it ourselves. God will fund it.

It must make a difference. Of course it will. How can a God-led research be the same as every other research?

So I want to commit my project right to the hands of my Maker, because I really do want to know what it’s like to be taught and led by God, yes, even in the field of optimization. The best place to learn science, is at the feet of Jesus.


[1] Wuthnow, R. Can Faith Be More Than a Side Show in the Contemporary Academy?. Princeton, NJ: Princeton University, Department of Sociology (2007).

Found in Social Science Research Council (SSRC) website: http://religion.ssrc.org/reforum/

Light: Thinking About Omnipresence

“And God said, Let there be light: and there was light.” Gen 1:3. And there light is ever since those words were spoken.

It is a very hard thing to escape the presence of light. Let’s say a lamp, placed in a room, is the only existing source of visible light and one wants to get away from it. He exits the room and realizes that some of its ray seeps out from the gap underneath the door. He stuffs some insulating materials, yet even then, he wouldn’t know if there is some light wave that penetrates through the door. Technically, the light visible to the human eye only covers the region of wavelength between 400-700 nm. The way physicists define light these days extend to any electromagnetic radiation emitted by any body of matter in any given temperature, so even your own body emits radiation. But that aside…

Can you recall an experience of being in complete darkness? When you switch the light off to go to bed, your eyes re-adjust to the new exposure and as the retinal chemistry progresses and completes, you see better. You can close your eyes, but through your eyelids you can see differences of light intensity. At night out in the countryside, there’s still the moon and the stars. Or what about when the sun is out during the day? No matter what you do and where you are, you are still exposed to its brightness (unless maybe if you’re working in an underground complex a couple stories below). The state of complete darkness is enough to make one go insane. Bottom line, when there is a source of light, you can blanket yourself, hide behind the couch, and you are still exposed to it. Light is everywhere, and it is inescapable. Moreover, light is imperative for any activity.

“And the city had no need of the sun, neither of the moon, to shine in it: for the glory of God did lighten it, and the Lamb is the light thereof.” Rev 21:23.

How would it be to live in a city where the light itself comes from God? I mean that ray that shines and envelopes every nanometer of your being is straightly derived from the presence of God Himself. It is the presence of God. All of your activities are done under the glory of God.

“And the nations of them which are saved shall walk in the light of it…” Rev 21:24.

“And there shall be no night there; and they need no candle, neither the light of the sun; for the Lord God giveth them light: and they shall reign for ever and ever.” Rev 22:5.

Perhaps this is what Enoch experienced when the Bible says he walked with God. He was living in the atmosphere of heaven, in the reality that God is present everywhere. I have entertained the notion of picturing Jesus walking by me everywhere as the definition of walking with God, and it has failed many times. I simply could forget that Jesus is present, and then sin enters. Enoch was living on earth as if he was already in heaven, and God just took him right to heaven.

Perhaps then light can be an object lesson for us. As much as I can’t escape light, I can’t escape God. As much as I need light to do any thing, I need God. As much as light is present, God is present.

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